حمقــــــاء
..يا لك من حمقاء .. غبيةٌ خرقاء
تظنينَ البسمة ملموسةٌ لأمثالكِ من الرعاع؟
..كلما رفرف حلمٌ قريبٌ منكِ تسعدين
!فما أن تمدي يدك حتى يغافلكِ محلقاً في السماء .. يا حمقاء
!أخ
..لم أعلم أن للأوصال صريرٌ حينَ تتقطع في الظلام
..وتتمزق الأحشاء
أتسمعينَ يا حمقاء؟
!هناك من يصرخ داخل رأسي
!أظنه أنا
..يا له من وباء
..حين يختنقُ الصوتُ ويرتجف
!ولايسعكِ سوى البكاء
أوليس كذلكَ يا حمقاء؟
يا غبيةُ يا خرقاء؟
..إن لم تحري جواباَ
..فاسألي وسادتي عن دموعيَ البلهاء
!وأنا التي ظننت بيني وبين السعادةِ لقاء
!!أخ
..يالي من حمقاء
!يالي من غبيةٍ خرقاء
Jet Ski; a term I use for loosing it!
Tiresome lonesome night ..Won't bring me no sleep
Only tears ..
One little tear ..
Two little tears ..
Three?
U betcha
I’m tired..
I’m frustrated..
I’m angry and down right pissed off ..
You say I’m doing just fine .. Mom says I coulda had it better .. Funny .. That’s Just what I had in mind! I've always counted my blessings .. I’ve always said el 7amdilla 3ala kil 7al .. But I just can't do that anymore! I can't bring my self to say it.. Cuz I’m not happy 3ala ay 7al!!!!
Coulda had it better! .. What the hell went wrong?
Is it that I have u for a dad?
Or that I have Me for a self?
I think I’m loosing my faith!
Falling from grace?
Already lost my face ..
Wish I could just erase..
It all!
Wish death was easy
Wish there wasn't an after life ..
Will I ever find peace? maybe ..
But not tonight ..
Bring forth the jet ski boys
Don’t forget the wine..
Peach is going kuku tonight!
So She Wants to be an Astronaut
This post is a Cut'n'Paste from my friend Uz's blog.
Supporting Maryam!
It seems that there's a blog awards or something, and there's a MiddleEast list that contained Maryam's
So I want to be an Astronaut blog as the only kuwait blog. This shall make your decission easier.. So hit the voting place and show your support for our gal
2004 Weblog Awards
notes:
-Polls close December 12, 2004.
-You may vote once every 24 hours in each poll.
UzF.blogspot
End of C'n'P ..
and enough said. Put on ur voting hats people and vote away :)
G'Luck Maryam (^.^)
I'm sorry .. I don't fit in :)
I will not wake up at 5 in the morning to apply full makeup .. I’ll wake up in my own sweet time .. I will apply my mascara and my lipstick .. if I’m in a good mood I might use shadow .. and if I’m tired I’ll apply some concealor to hide the dark circles under my eyes so u won’t see them ..
I will not mask myself like u do .. I didn’t come here to look pretty .. guess I don’t fit in ..
Well I'll be a good girl.. I won’t skip class .. don’t expect me to dress in the latest fashion though ... I’ll come to school in my faithful pair of jeans, a T-shirt & my tennis shoes .. yeah .. the ones that were so amusingly referred to once as “jooti al3ab” :) that tickled me pink! I will come to school like that .. let me learn .. and let me go .. right Bozz? I think niether of us fits in :)
If u smile at me I’ll smile bk .. and my eyes will wish u peace .. don’t expect me to see u if ur following me around in my car though .. I will not notice u .. cuz then u would be bothering me .. and I tend to not see things that bother me .. guess I don’t fit in
I will not “gizz” with u on crowded streets .. I drive either to get somewhere .. or for my sole pleasure .. wind, speed, music .. space .. not to be stuck at traffic lights for 15 minutes surrounded by eyes & flashy cars! Guess I don’t fit in
Take me out for a cruse on a high way .. I’ll stick my head outta the window and scream at the top of my lungs .. I will pull my head bk shivering and squealing with joy .. I will hug u .. and thank u for the loveliest time .. didn’t I always D?
I will not come to ur gatherings .. where u stare .. and u talk about him and her .. smile in each others faces .. laugh behind each others backs .. it’s just not in me .. guess I don’t fit in .. you shoulda known better D.
Take me to a party .. where u guarantee everybody will be smiling & having a jam .. I’ll take ur hand and dance with u till there’s no one left and they have to kick us out .. Beautiful Maya :) .. life was good to us .. u ended up taking it too seriously though.. or maybe I didn’t quite fit in .
Now don’t you take me home after that rockin party! .. I’ll be too hyper .. at 7 am walk with me bare footed on the beach .. lets gather shells & old car plates :) ... and draw pictures in the sand ... Remember the stuff we used to gather D? :) I really do miss our bestest friend days .. but I think I was too peaceful for ur angry moods .. or maybe I just don’t fit in !
And if some day you should take me out simply for a good time, don’t expect me to behave. My father is the first man in my life, and he taught me to always be my natural normal self, inside or outside. He did not say it in words, he demonstrated it his everyday attitude. And my mother taught me to be good and kind. So you see, I may not behave, but I will not offend …. It sounds as if I don’t fit in!!
BUT!! Take me to the beach at 2am mid December.. I’ll dare you and jump in fully clothed & immediately get out .. shaking and shivering all over like an old lady ... laughing like a loony toon .. remember brother :) you laughed so hard!! .. guess maybe we don’t fit in :)
I’m sorry .. if I don’t fit into ur purrrfect little worlds .. :) I have my own.
This is directed to many ppl and no one in particular ..
