Cry the Beloved Country
More gun shots today
More killing & hatful pain
More souls unceremoniously whisked away
& I keep thinking of their mothers
I cry
Their breaths still mingle in today’s air
Their last spoken words still hover inside ears ..
Reluctant to leave
& their brushes still contain strands of their hair!
I keep thinking of their mothers!
& I cry
Oh beloved country!!!
How I cry!
I can almost smell the blood seeping from her soil
I can almost touch it !!
I wail ..
& I could almost die of shame ..
My beloved country crying
and no one to blame
No Sadam this time
Only us!
Our sons
Our children!!
For Shame!!
Cry all of U
Cry mothers & fathers
Cry brothers & sisters
Friends ..
Every single one of U ..
Cry the beloved country crying
Cry
I know ..
I know only two things ..
What I need to know ..
And what I want to know
I Need to know ..
How to maneuver my way through life ..
How to fulfill .. and be fulfilled
The talents and traits to build ..
Knowledge ..
The basics ..
I Want to know ..
How to give love to life till I start to pour .. ..
How to live through every silky thread of it’s wonders ..
How to breath day & night entwined in one deep breath ..
Life ..
eludes me ..
I want to know her more ..
I Want to know ..
How the waves feel on another side of the planet .. and the touch of the leaf ..
How the moon looks somewhere closest to it ..
And how the body shivers when a wolf howls under it ;)
I Want to know ..
How to speak many languages .. and be global ..
How to be one with the world .. all of it ..
I don’t want to be bound to one place ..
I want to know how the sun feels everywhere!
Even where there is no sun.
Even if I don’t move ..
I want to know ..
All about art ..
All about history ..
All about legends ..
All about everything ..
About more books ..
And more stories ..
And still more ..
I want to know All.
That’s All I know ..
And that’s just two things that I know!
What I need to know ..
And what I want to know ..
Sure seems like a lot to know in one life time ..
But what the heck ..
I’ll take my fill anyway ;)
BanaK
This here blog is for my dear Jeff sweety ;P bitz too if your interested ;) and any other foreign friends who might wana know what banak is ;)
Jeff said he could find banak pics on Google .. well here are the pics Jeff ;)
The first picture is of a bag of banak .. it comes in a plastic bag in a paper bag .. the second is the actually banak .. the little one of the lower right hand side is broken in too and u can see the seed that’s inside ;)
Hope now ur get it 100% Jeff ;)
Well since it’s picture time I might as well post the picture of my latest cat .. her name is Freya .. Freya was a goddess of some thing or another I forgot what ;) but I do remember Friday was named after her ..
And here’s my own little Freya
Anubis yawning ... & in a box ;)
And my sister's Casper .. who is now married to Freya ..
can't wait to see the kittens ;)
huh!
schooless ..
at last!
say what!
huh!
I said schooless.
oh my!
what do I do now?!!
I could always go to Spain :)
I love Spain
el mas bonita of all bonitas .. hm :)
how I'd love to work & live there ..
but!
how do I get there?!!
huh!
well .. I could always work ..
then go to Spain!
and maybe get into one of those open schools
or something!
here ..
in kuwait ..
study..
again ..
huh!
maybe I could work for a coulpe of yrs!
then go abroad for higher learnin :P
I don't think that's really what I want!
dad!!
he wants to through me in one of those slave machines ..
a bank !!!!
huh!
ok that's enough ..
obviously
I'm clueless
as well as schooless ..
Any ideas friends ;)
Anything more creative?
I am blank!
a bit scared too ..
well ok .. I'm scared shitless ..
erm.. help?
