A Letter to Mr. Right
Dear Dream Lover,For some reason unknown to me, since I was 15 I had a deep rooted belief that u would come for me once I turned 17! It was irrational and didn’t make sense, but I couldn’t shake it. But then 17 came and left and u didn’t come! It’s almost 11 years now since that innocent time, I’ve met scores of Mr.’s between then and now, but I never confused any of them with u. I almost sold my self short to marriage once. I’m almost about to do it again .. but it’s still not u. I try to kid myself .. but I know it’s not u.
Now I’m a couple of weeks shy of 28, and I have yet another irrational belief; That you will come when I am an older wiser woman. How old I do not know, but I know it is far from now. As irrational as it is, my belief has a basis this time; that we both need to grow some more before we are stable enough to hold each other steady. Because I know u heart & soul, I know the wildness of you, for it is also a part of me. The only missing factor is a face! And I can wait for that ;)
You see; you had to come when I was 17 so that we would grow together. Otherwise, you have to come when I’m older, so that we would be done growing & ready to embrace each other’s differences with love & understanding. Either way we are inseparable, even apart. I am not mad at u for not coming before & I do not want u to come now. I am not ready nor willing to receive you at this time. & I think it’s for the best that u would come later in my life. Don't worry! If I marry, I know it will not work out, but I’m willing to anyway cuz he’s special even if he’s not u. And by the time you show yourself to me, I know I will be free.
I hope you are well & good, better than me in any case ;)
Until we meet, I wish you love & a deep peace that can not be broken ..
I will not wish you happiness, I will save that for myself to give to you.
Yours,
With all the love my being can carry,
Dream
posted by Peach @ 8:43 AM
26 Comments:
He will come :)
I know ;)
Confession !! you made my breathing stop until I finished your letter..I would like to dedicate this to you..
-->CliCk mE<--
Jee Don that's really sweet of you ;) great minds think alike eh! ;) I wish all that I wish him in the end but still not happiness, not untill she comes & showers you with it ;)
typo or more like droped word ;P .. I wish *you* all that I wish him ;)
We will both find what we are looking for when we are older.. :)
Inshallah ;)
Till then .. keep rockin those bikes ;p downloaded the song btw .. I like ;)
I'm glad you liked it.. :)
Dear Peach
I loved your letter ....the only reason that made me believe it's not me who wrote it that it was written in ENGLISH ;)
عزيزتي
كنت دوماً أعتقد أنه سيأتي بالضبط وأنا في السابعة عشر ...لابد أن وراء توارد الخواطر هذا ما وراءه
لذا فتحت قلبي لأول من طرقه عند السابعة عشر تماماً.....ورجاءاً لا تسأليني ما حدث بعدها
dear Walada ;) I'm sure I know what happened then. Our innocence often gets us into trouble ;)
welcome to my humble abode ;)
Why I absolutely agree with u Aqua ;) I don’t believe in any one Mr. Right. I believe for any one of us there are several people who’s chemistry, intellect & essence agree with ours. But I also believe that if you want to be with someone who completes you; you have to first complete yourself. &, I see life as one big adventure, if you loose you still win the good times, the experience & the knowledge. If I marry and it doesn’t work out, I’ve still had the pleasure of knowing him & being his soul mate for as long as it lasted. & if it did work out! Well then he is my naseeb & I’m happy about it ;) u might say marriage is not a game & it’s not, it’s sacred, & it’s about giving & loving, if I can give those then I will. When I stop being able to do that, I’ll know it’s time to leave.
About children, I won't be marrying unless I'm very sure, I won’t have any children unless I’m absolutely sure, & if I have any by accident then again he’s my naseeb & I’m happy about it ;)
PS: Just as you threw away your "Dear Destiny" letter last year, you will surely throw away many idea’s & views you gather along the years ;) I know I have.
you woke me up habibi heheheh I get comment alerts on my mobile and well it got me out of bed and there you go, wrote a post just for you.
what a letter lol good one habibi
hehe sorry ;D hope you've had enough sleep ;) thanks sweety that's so sweet of you. two dedications all at once I'm really flattered ;) & Glad you liked my letter..
Your story is wonderfully sweet ;) it reminded me of the rhyme; sugar & spice & everything nice ;)
mr right might come, or might never do
mr right might even show up as a son..but
I don't know what im talking about :s
leave it for destiny peach, nature has its own tricks and god, like they say, workd in a mysterious ways.
Mr. Right only comes after friendship, after time of interrelated relations. And he is often closer to us than we think. He just doesn’t come from nowhere and becomes Mr. Right, and in my opinion you’d better stay single than end up with Mr.Wrong.
Mydream
I appreciate your advice, but what’s to take seriously!! Something that already has a %50 possibility to work out or fail! It’s a risk in any case! I’d rather do what I feel is right no matter what common sense says. ;)
Aqwa
I wish you the exact same thing sweety ;) but with or without a husband we can be happy. Whatever happened to female power! lol .. when ever someone asks why I’m still single I lift up a peace sign & say free Kuwait ;) heheh
Uz
He may come or never come 3arafnaha. “show up as my son” u mean I might marry my son!! Loool don’t answer that ;) if you don’t know what ur talking about then neither do I ;P
Besides, “leave it for destiny peach, nature has its own tricks and god, like they say, workd in a mysterious ways.” That’s the best advice & it’s the only I’ll ever follow ;)
Rabab dearest ;)
True true .. so true hehee don’t worry I’m still unmarried, that tells you I’m not in a hurry & not really selling myself short. And anyway I’m in the dumping proces right now so there won’t be any Mr.’s, right or wrong! Only the right me & that’s all I need ;)
Rabab, writing this post actually gave me a clearer insight on what I was doing & led to the "dumping process"! so u needn't worry I'm a lil bit smarter than I seem. I'm not saying I can't be fooled, I'm saying it'll take a lot more than that to fool me ;)
lol that looks quite wird as i look at it now, i seriously don't know what was iin my head then..
yeah you're right it better be unanswered! :P
enjoy the day!
7abebety Peach, I loved your letter o inshallah you'll find someone who will come close to your idea of Mr.Right...I'm sure you won't get married for the sake of getting married...I just hope you'll find happiness with someone who will love and appreciate you...never settle for less..Good luck babe :*
Jeffi ol’ boy I’m so glad you liked it ;) your belief in my writing seems to be inspriring me, I’m toying with an idea right now that I just can’t seem to put in words .. it’s about a Tarot reading .. maybe next post .. maybe never but I’ll try. Thanks for the incoragment sweets ;) Your right, maybe he did come & now he has to find me again. Whatever the case, I’m aiming at the “worth waiting for” part ;)
Your also right about naseeb it does mean fate. And we say habibti for girls, but I can also be called habibi as a nick name of habibti, we do that some times ;)
Uz loool it’s not u it’s the exams effecting your brains, take it easy on the books hun you need a little break ;)
Jelly Bean 3ala rasi ;) inshallah you too will find that speacial someone who completes you ;) Till then enjoy the freedom & power ;)
lol (^.^)
It’s strange than women are always the ones who have to wait. Men can barely wait for seconds, but women are patient enough to keep the empty faith till it fulfills itself.
*Take your hands in mine* One day, the One will come your way.
Spiritually speaking female is abundance, fertility & wisdom. Surely it isn’t strange that she should have a little more patience. ;)
I like that! ;)
heheheee looool
that's cute .. maybe we should do that ;) who wants one mr.right anyway .. lets have 'em all .. lol
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